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More mental health chatter
Apr. 12th, 2022 10:17 amI need a word for “I am doing a really good job of taking care of myself, checking in with my body, recognizing my triggers, holding myself accountable with compassion when I make mistakes, and general self-care…yet I am STILL incredibly exhausted and just want someone else to care for me for a while.”
Exhausted? Maybe we’ll just go with exhausted.
Having a complete mental breakdown sounds really appealing right now. If I were wealthy I’d check myself into some fancy rehab resort. I’m not though so the best I could hope for is that the floors aren’t too sticky In my local psych ward.
I’m keeping on keeping on. I don’t have a choice. Or I do but it’s a really permanent choice and really I just want to rest for like…a week solid or something.
I’m half tempted to crowd find a weeks vacation. I make so little money right now I wouldn’t even feel bad asking people to pitch in. 6 friends pitching in 50 each would cover it. I know plenty of people with big tech salaries.
Uh. Anyway. I have a lunch date today with a girl I have a crush on. I think it’s just a friend-date because I don’t even know if she’s queer let alone non monogamous. Maybe I’ll get up the courage to ask.
But I’m so tired.
Exhausted? Maybe we’ll just go with exhausted.
Having a complete mental breakdown sounds really appealing right now. If I were wealthy I’d check myself into some fancy rehab resort. I’m not though so the best I could hope for is that the floors aren’t too sticky In my local psych ward.
I’m keeping on keeping on. I don’t have a choice. Or I do but it’s a really permanent choice and really I just want to rest for like…a week solid or something.
I’m half tempted to crowd find a weeks vacation. I make so little money right now I wouldn’t even feel bad asking people to pitch in. 6 friends pitching in 50 each would cover it. I know plenty of people with big tech salaries.
Uh. Anyway. I have a lunch date today with a girl I have a crush on. I think it’s just a friend-date because I don’t even know if she’s queer let alone non monogamous. Maybe I’ll get up the courage to ask.
But I’m so tired.