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Rewiring
Related/Unrelated to previous posts, but I re-wrote my brain the other day and it was a goddamn trip.
T was trying to tickle my feet. Mind you, since I was a child I have been tickling almost nowhere else. I'm not talking about the random tickle of a stray hair on your neck, but actively "it is hard to be touched in this place because I am so ticklish."
So sometimes it is fun and funny to try and tickle someone, and so he grabbed my feet and started tickling them and I was trying to be funny about it but I was like "Fine I'm not ticklish on my feet anymore." And he kept tickling and I kept saying to myself "Nope that doesn't tickle. I can feel it but what I am feeling is Not Ticklish."
And after a few minutes of this, I wasn't ticklish on my feet anymore. I even had Thom try the other foot, but nope. It felt sensitive and really intense, but I didn't feel the reflexive need to pull my foot away.
Fucking weird.
T was trying to tickle my feet. Mind you, since I was a child I have been tickling almost nowhere else. I'm not talking about the random tickle of a stray hair on your neck, but actively "it is hard to be touched in this place because I am so ticklish."
So sometimes it is fun and funny to try and tickle someone, and so he grabbed my feet and started tickling them and I was trying to be funny about it but I was like "Fine I'm not ticklish on my feet anymore." And he kept tickling and I kept saying to myself "Nope that doesn't tickle. I can feel it but what I am feeling is Not Ticklish."
And after a few minutes of this, I wasn't ticklish on my feet anymore. I even had Thom try the other foot, but nope. It felt sensitive and really intense, but I didn't feel the reflexive need to pull my foot away.
Fucking weird.